gua and because I have given in the hand. This morning my mother has gone to the vet and given a tranquilizer, because from 2 in the morning that did not stop barking. Have taken some time to take effect, but has finally settled down. I've been a good while lying next to him, because when I saw it was only complained a little. I've been with him crying and stroking until I could get up. But again complained a bit, seeing nothing, because he was looking everywhere with very clear eyes almost blank (the iris was too low). Then I have to be at his side, lying and crying again until I almost asleep. My mother came and forced me to get up. CH
TMLXC Then we went to find the key to the excavator we wanted to make a hole in the middle of the trees that did not were in any way. At the end was one of the benches outside. My father has seen to that.
Wait.
veterinary medicine has come. He has shaved a little front leg to prod, put a rope as when we draw blood, and do what I had to do. Grey just said nothing. He has moved to set it aside and go. After a few seconds we said that already. My brother did not want him. But I
. I wanted to be with him until the end and I did. To goInari we make a mistake and buried alive. It's strange to be without it. Leo throws him very much, it looks and can not find. He looks sad. At home we have not heard about it from us. If it were not for my mother has been saying the whole damn world, it seems like it never existed. Every home seems to be normal, like nothing. As if his absence did not hurt. And people ... people are so stupid. You tell them your dog died fourteen years and do? Laugh. Laughing and joking as if nothing more than an object that is broken and we have thrown away. Do not they understand that was part of my family? That, when they wanted to hit me in the colege and my mother did nothing, it was he who comforted me? He kept me company when I was home alone and afraid. He was who had it all ... So stupid it seems?
to now had not cried more for him. Little by little, I guess. As I guessed, I put the flowers are gone. The rain helped.
Friday was my birthday. "Gifts? 100 €. My parents still have not given me anything ...
I still can see the photos of Grey. And I'm back to taking pictures does little. Isnext two weeks you coming back to be among doctors. Last Wednesday I am both analytical and endocrine systems. The next Tuesday I have the other doctor ... To check out the results.
The psychiatrist changed my pills. Now take a stronger, larger dose. My stomach has improved, I must admit, but the mood ... I have again bad times, second in I want to disappear, that's all over. Well, especially at first, if I think about the last days because she had had many ... Most have taken the train ... as a practice day after car cu
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